All the small thoughts lead to one humongous one.

I would like to say that those who know me well, know that I often have moments of contemplation about life, where mine is heading, and who I will be. Although I am 32 this year, I would like to think there is still 2/3's of my life left to live.


So I have been having this running dialog in my head, what will I do with my life? What do I want to be when I grow up? I am often jealous of those with the burning conviction (like my sis-in-law Lindsey) who know what they want to be from the time they are little. For some reason, I cannot remember a time where I said I wanted to be something, neither can my parents. I had thoughts like "Maybe I'll be a writer" or "Maybe I'll be a lawyer" but never a statement of "I AM"

So as I keep switching back and forth, wondering what I'll do, I had this thought. I can not tell who I will be if I don't know who I am right now. Where do I stand on issues? What are my core beliefs? What are my strengths and weaknesses? I suppose we know the answer in general, but specifics are hazy for me. So I am compiling a list of the hard questions, to gather together the bits of information, to research "ME". I don't know if I will share the answers on here, or privately in a journal, but I do know writing them down will focus and set the ideas firm.

Here's what I would like you to do: Think of a question that the answer might put together a piece of the puzzle. Apply it to yourself, but also post the question here. Some examples:

What are your thoughts on the environment?

What are your thoughts on animal rights?

What are your thoughts on the Constitution?

What would be the most important skill to have in case of a loss of employment?

Please participate in this one! These questions will become a "Survey of Self". I am hoping the answers to the survey will then lead to goal setting and ultimately figuring out the future.

What is the definition of a "Casserole"?

Apparently I have never, ever made my husband a "Casserole". I'm sorry I thought that Chicken and Rice, Stacked Enchiladas, Chicken with Biscuit topping, and Shepherd's Pie were all considered casseroles. So here is the contest:

Define casserole, and post a recipe. I will try such recipe, and ask husband if it is up to snuff. Those with the "highest rating" will receive a prize from me. I don't know what it is yet, but it will be a well thought out and highly sought after prize. Have at it folks!

If you want, you can post the name of the recipe, and email it to me or redirect to your blog for the recipe if that is easier than typing a comment!

40 Days of Summer Vacation Left!

But who's counting?

I AM!